;)
Suddenly, despite the hard lesson he had learned, he was right back to his old habits. I'm not talking about the raven, I'm talking about me. Actually, I'm not talking at all, I'm writing, about me and about how Monday night I did not go to bed but worked until a bit after 3:00 AM on a package of 101 pictures that I had to transfer to a client before ending my day.
When that was done, I made Tuesday's blog entry, dropped in on a couple of David Alan Harvey websites and then finally went to bed at 5:05 AM - right after I set my alarm for 7:30. Margie had an early morning doctor appointment in Anchorage, but she does not like to drive the highway in the dark, especially when there is ice on it.
Problem was, I dreaded both the thought of hearing my alarm go off and of sleeping through it, so, come 7:30, I had not gone to sleep at all. I let the alarm go off to wake Margie. We then decided that it made no sense for a man who had not slept for a full day to drive for safety's sake. Margie said she could do it.
So, off she went and I sank back down into bed with the cats to get some sleep.
By noon, I was wide awake, so I got up and headed out to walk to Abby's for a late breakfast.
Half-way, I saw this raven standing in the middle of the snow-covered cut bank that rises over Seldon. It had secured some kind of carrion and was hard at work making a meal of it. What a neat picture this would make - if I could just get close enough.
The raven is not afraid of me or my camera. The raven sees me and my camera often and knows that I am harmless and not nearly so smart as itself. So you would think it would be easy for me to get as close as I want.
It would be, too, but the raven likes to play a game with me. Raven likes to let me come sneaking in, clicking, almost to where I want and then, just before I do, Raven flies.
And so Raven flew, just before I got where I could shoot a superb picture of the big, black, bird against the white cut bank, working on its carrion.
;)
"Haw-Haw, caw-caw," Raven shouted in derision as it flew off over the trees.
;)
But this raven was not done taunting me yet. Just before it would have disappeared, it circled back and landed in this tree.
It made that kind of guttural chortle sound that a raven does when it really wants to mock you.
This was not quite the picture I wanted. I would have to get ten feet closer to get that picture.
;)
But Raven would not let me.
;)
Oh, how that raven did swoop about, mocking and taunting. I knew what it was telling me: "I'm smarter than you are, you dummy human!"
;)
It moved ahead of me and then landed atop an old, dead, tree that had lost its top. Behind that tree was a thicket of birch and cottonwood against which the form of the raven was barely discernable. I saw that if I shifted a short distance to the side, there was a gap of sort against which I could better make out the raven. So I did - and I got this shot.
But it wasn't good enough. If I could manuever into another position one to two hundred feet ahead, then the old, dead, tree would be separated from the thicket and the raven would stand out.
I was certain Raven would fly off the old, dead, tree perch just before I reached that position.
;)
I was wrong! I reached it! What had happened? Had Raven slipped up, failed to calculate, goofed?
Then I realized Raven was just waiting for me to notice that I had not reached the best spot at all, but I needed to shift two inches to the left, three forward, two to the right and then one back and then I would be in just the right spot.
;)
Damn, Raven! Why do you always do this to me?
;)
In answer, Raven dove in mocking taunt.
;)
And then, right before my eyes, the raven took on the shape of an airplane. This raven wanted to mock me, taunt me, to remind me that the physical object that I most want to have, that I once had and loved and then crashed, was beyond my grasp.
But the raven had made a mistake. I never wanted an airplane like this - I just wanted another little tail-dragger that I could put skis on this time of year, fly low and slow, and land whereever the hell I felt like landing.
"Ha, Raven!" I shouted. "I don't even want that airplane! You're not so smart, after all! I got the best of you this time!"
So Raven returned to his natural form, landed in tree just a short distance from Abby's and sat there and sulked while I entered the restaurant.
It was warm in Abby's - both in temperature and spirit. I ordered a three-egg omelette with cheese, ham, red and yellow peppers, onions, mushrooms, which Shelly soon cooked up into one of her famous "bomblettes."
It just may have been the best omelette I have ever eaten. The hash browns were slightly on the crispy side, but still better than any other Wasilla restaurant hashbrowns that I have tasted and the fresh, thick-cut, homemade, buttered wheat toast with raspberry jam - well, in all this valley, this treat is unique to Abby's.
;)
I took my time and made it a long, leisurely, breakfast. The company was good, too. Abby and Shelly are skilled at visiting even as they work. When she named her restaurant, "Abby's Home Cooking," Abby meant it.
As I ate, two gentlemen sat on the wooden stools at the bar eating also, their backs to me.
One then got up and left, leaving the other by himself.
Abby sat down beside him. They exchanged a few sentences that I paid no attention to, and then suddenly Abby gave him a big, hard, hug. At first, I thought the man was probably one of Abby's many relatives and I shot a few frames. Then I noticed that there was something intense about this hug.
;)
Next I heard the sound of sobbing, both hers and his. There was deep pain in that sob. Abby leaned back, her eyes wet, and kept her hand on his back.
Several minutes later, he got up to leave. I stopped him, showed him the first picture and told him that I had been photographing Abby and her restaurant since she opened on the Fourth of July.
With red eyes, he studied the picture, smiled, then nodded his head in approval. "Yes," he said. He extended his hand. We shook. Then he turned and left the restaurant. Abby had a hard time regaining her composure. The gentleman comes in every day, she told me. Last summer, they had a big party for him - a "cancer free" party.
He had waged a big fight - surgery, chemo, radiation - and he had won. He was cancer free.
The cancer has now come back. He must begin his battle all over again.
God!
Help this man.
Please.
Abby is a most generous person - I don't want any readers to use this knowledge to go in and try to take advantage of her - but she is quick to give food away. She has given food to me - refused to let me pay a couple of times, for one excuse or another.
This man is aware of this. When he sees his own friends and co-workers trying to take advantage of Abby's generosity, he straightens them out and makes sure they pay their fair share.
;)
Abby wanted me to hear a story from "The Valley Country Standard," a tiny, six-page, publication that I had never heard of. Abby did not want me to read it. She said it was better to hear someone read it. Shelly read it best, Abby said. So, as Abby fixed my second order toast, Shelly sat down and read the story to me:
Only in Alaska
"Hello, is this the Troopers?"
"Yes. What can I do for you?"
"I'm calling 'bout my neighbor, Virgil Smith. He's hiding marijuana inside his firewood. Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there."
"Thank you very much for the call, sir."
The next day, the Troopers descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave.
Shortly afterward, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil. This here's Floyd... Did the Trooper's come?"
"Yeah!"
"Did they chop your firewood for the winter?"
"Yep!"
"Happy birthday, buddy!"
;)
Shelly, upon completing the reading.
Abby's Home Cooking.
What is a home, just a place to eat?
No. Home is a place where, when hardship, fear and sorrow strikes, you seek solace from those who love you and give it as well. You cry and mourn together.
Yet, always, even in sorrow, home is a place where you laugh with family and guests.
Abby's Home Cooking.
;)
I am not certain how long I spent at Abby's, but I know that it was more than an hour. Yet, when I stepped out to begin the mile-and-a-half walk back to the house, the raven was waiting for me. Waiting in the air.
;)
I followed that raven here, I followed that raven there and always, just when I was about to get the picture I wanted, Raven flapped its wings and took off again.
Then it stopped atop this tree, and purposely posed for me.
I liked the pose, too.
But I was worried.
What was up?
Was the raven being kind to me?
Or was Raven setting me up to gain my confidence, only to put me down harder, yet?
;)
I walked on. The Raven did not follow. It disappeared. In fact, all the ravens that had been at work in this area of town were knocking off for the day and going back to their homes in the foothills.
Then I saw a snowmachine coming my way. At first, I thought the raven had again disguised itself and was about to play a trick on me.
No, it really was a snowmachine, driven by a man, or maybe a full-sized teenager.
;)
The sun had set now - on the ground, anyway, and up to about 30 feet above the ground. The tree tops still reached into the sun's last shine of this day.
;)
Then I came upon Richard, who used to work at the Post Office but is now retired and has taken up photography as a serious hobby. We had things to talk about.
Richard was heavily bundled.
;)
Shortly before I reached my house, I heard the sound of a propeller beating the air. I looked up and saw a Super Cub, on skis, flying low and slow, ready to land any damn place that the pilot wanted.
Not a Citabria, but my kind of plane, just the same.
Then I noticed that it was not an airplane at all. It was the raven, in disguise. It had come back to taunt and mock me after all.
That whole posing thing? A setup, just as I feared.
This was the plane Raven knew I wanted.