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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Jul162010

Five cyclists from Kentucky pedal onto the stage that Scot built for his wife, Carmen - Metro Cafe; the huge challenge Scot and Carmen now face

When it comes to Metro Cafe and the couple who created it, it is mostly Carmen who appears in this blog. Her husband Scot gets in now and then, but Carmen is the public face of Metro and it is her face with its bright and exuberant smile that tends to appear in front of my camera and then wind up here. On the day that I took this picture, sometime last winter, I was inside the cafe, visiting with Scot and I told him what a remarkable thing he had brought to us when he designed and built Metro. 

For those fortunate enough to have taken the time to stop in, this little coffee shop has given a whole new feeling to this neighborhood. It has created options to relax and enjoy that never existed here before. On a cold day, it is a warm place where people gather - warm not only in temperature but atmosphere and spirit. In my opinion, the coffee is the best to be found in Wasilla; Children come here for smoothies and Kalib really likes the hot chocolate. It is a place for old people, teens, young adults, conservatives, liberals. It doesn't matter. Carmen wraps her warmth around all who enter. She causes all to feel that they are special to her and that this place that belongs to her and Scot is theirs, too.

Metro is a pleasant place for us all. There has never before been anything like it in all of Wasilla. This is what I told Scot that day.

"I see Metro Cafe as a stage," Scot answered. "All I did was build the stage. It is Carmen who directs the show. She is the one who gives it spirit and brings it to life."

Take a close look at Scot's face, and then come back and look at it again after you finish reading this post. News of great import had just come into his life, into Carmen's life - the life they share together, the life they share with their five-year old son, Branson.

Late yesterday morning, this three-year old girl, Robin Harrison, pedaled into the Metro parking lot from Kentucky. She entered the stage that Scot had built and ordered a hot chocolate from Carmen. Yes, you read right - she pedaled in from Kentucky. I am not making this up. It is true.

On August 1 of last year, she pedaled away from her home in Mt. Vernon, Kentucky, headed south to the tip of Florida, turned north again and continued on in a 7,000 mile bike ride that took her across the south, through Texas, New Mexico, Arizona, California, Oregon and on to Seattle, Washington. From there, she put her bike on a series of ferry boat rides up to Prince Rupert, BC, Juneau and then to Whittier, from where she had so far pedalled on to Wasilla but still had more than 300 miles left to go.

I asked her how it had been for her, a little girl, to ride a bike all that long way?

"I'm not a little one!" she shouted in feisty indignation. Well, she looked kind of small to me, but how could I argue, given what she had done?

I pressed on. How had she liked her bicycle journey?

"Good!" she shouted. What she had liked best? "I like riding the ponies!"

Readers probably suspect by now that Robin had not pedaled all this distance alone. This is correct. That's her seven-year old sister, Cheyenne, sitting across the table from her. Cheyenne had pedaled with her. I asked Cheyenne what had been her favorite part of the trip.

"I liked riding the horses," she agreed with her younger sister. So far, they had had two horse-riding excursions - one in Tennessee and the other in Texas. Since entering Alaska, the sisters had also seen a moose, eagles and bears.

Could two girls of such young age really have made such a journey alone?

I must confess... no, they did not pedal alone...

Their five year old sister, Jasmine, pedaled with them. And what had been Jasmine's most memorable experience thus far?

"The sea horses," she answered. "I loved the sea horses. All the colors, the texture..."

These they saw when they stopped at the Monterey Bay Aquarium in Monterey, California.

Okay... the girls' parents came with them and they all rode on one bike, a five-seater. Here they are, all together with their bike and with Carmen, Scot and Metro Cafe. That's their dad, Bill, on the left, and their mom, Amarins, on the right.

The family name may be Harrison, but on this trip they call themselves the Pedouins, which, they explain on their website, is derived from the Arab word Bedouin, "signifying a member of an adventurous family" traveling the continent by bicycle.

They have had adventures and they have met many people, most of them helpful and good. They plan to write about it in a book. Once that book is released, they hope to come back to Wasilla and do a book signing at Metro Cafe.

Many people, such as the dentist seen waving at Robin in picture two, have put them up for a night or two and have fed them. They have been helped in many ways, but on occasion they have met unfriendly people, too. The worst incident happened in Alabama, when they were pedaling up a hill on a four-lane highway in the right hand lane of the two that went up. There was no shoulder so they had to stay on the road, but there was plenty of space for drivers to go around them. Even so, a man driving up that hill grew angry with them. He honked and shouted.

After they topped the hill, they pedaled into a gas station and there he was. He scolded them and called the cops. An officer came, but he took their side, not his.

What they have found on the whole is that truck drivers generally show them the most courtesy. They give them a wide berth and appear to radio ahead to their colleagues so that they can be on the lookout. The most problematic drivers they encounter tend to be driving big RV's. All too often, these are the ones who crowd them the most closely.

Many people honk and wave in a friendly way. Some stop to take their picture, or invite them to dinner.

They have pedaled over mountains ranges and the uphills have grown harder as they have progressed - in part because the girls have grown and their weight has increased. On the downhills, they never let their speed climb above 20 mph. "If we did, we would become just like a runaway train," Amarins explains. "There would be no stopping."

Amarins says they have been most impressed by the magnificent beauty of Alaska. She has visited Wyoming's Grand Teton Mountains, which were breath taking - but Alaska "quardruples that - and we have only seen a little bit of Alaska," she adds.

From Metro, they pedaled off toward Denali - 200 miles, hoping to go 20 miles a day. Many people visit Denali National Park and never see the mountain as it spends so much time buried in the clouds. The Pedouins have already seen it - on a clear day from Anchorage. Before they get to Denali, they are going to make a little detour into Talkeetna. Now, on their behalf, I make a plea to anyone in Talkeetna or who has good relations with any of the mountain flying services that operate out of there.

Think what this family has done! Please, if the weather is suitable, load them into a 185 or 206 or 207 or whatever the hell you've got and fly them up the Ruth Glacier into the Great Gorge. They have come so far - please! Let them see the Great Gorge. Then they will truly see the truth of Amarin's statement about the Grand Tetons, not merely quadrupled, but multiplied ten times over.

After Denali, they will go on to Fairbanks, where their bike journey will end.

Bill and Scot found they had something in common. They both love old cars and machines, particularly machines that transport people from one place to another.

That brings me back to Scot, to the day that I took the picture that opens today's entry as well as this one. Not long before that day, after undergoing more tests than he was comfortable with, Scot and Carmen learned that he has a dangerous - but not unbeatable - colon cancer. Until now, I have been quiet about it but many of their regulars know. On this day, one of them, a church-going Christian man, had given Scot the book that he holds in the hope that it might encourage him.

I have few left and it is hard for even me to get more without paying more than I can afford, but I gave him a copy of Gift of the Whale. I did so because Scot has a long history in the oil fields of the Arctic Slope and operates his own, very successful spill containment business there. An Iñupiat man who is the son of the late Mary Edwardsen, the woman who made the white hunting parka that protected me from the cold for so many seasons before it finally wore out, has often worked with him.

This man respected Scot so much that he secretly had his mother prepare a polar bear ruff for him and then had that ruff delivered to Scot by snowmachine to a camp nearly 200 miles from where Mary had made it.

I figured that if Doug Edwardsen respected Scot that much, then I would give him a copy of my book. Plus, he had brought this fine thing called Metro Cafe into my neighborhood. I wanted him to have the book.

Scot, who is determined to beat his cancer, says it is okay to let people know about his cancer now. Carmen adds that Scot is a fighter and does not give up. She hopes that maybe someone else who has cancer and who feels like giving up can learn about Scot and find more courage to wage his or her own fight.

Scot, sitting where he had told me that he built the stage, but Carmen had created the play.

I should add that Amarins told me that in all her travels across the United States, she had never found a coffee shop to equal Metro in warmth and coziness. "You just don't find something like this," she stressed.

Carmen now carries this token of divine strength with her. It quotes from Psalm 23:

The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures

and leads me by still waters...

It was a gift to her from her friend, Elaine, who lost both breasts to cancer and carries her own, pink ribbon, pendant.

Scot and Carmen, late last winter, before Scot went in for his first surgery.

Once, as Scot was out of state for medical care, I was in the shop with Carmen and their son Branson, who was still four. Scot called on the phone. Branson talked to his dad.

Carmen shows me - and a young visitor whose name I have forgotten - some of the drawings that she and Scot made as they put together their plan to build Metro Cafe.

Yes, many people have stepped into this stage that Scot made for Carmen. Several of them have appeared in this blog.

There is Sashanna, the 19 year-old barista who uses her earnings to help fund her college courses. This summer, she is taking a creative non-fiction writing course. Last week, she let me read a piece she had written, about rain and how rain not only nourishes the soil and plants, but helps to heal the hurt soul.

I was moved by that piece. When I read it, I knew that, as one way or another we all must, the writer had experienced pain but knew she had to continue on. In the rain, she found the courage to do so.

The fellow she is serving is named Paul, another player on the stage. He is a regular, comes by just about every day. That's all I know about him.

Yesterday, Jobe was carried onto the stage that Scot built for Carmen. He was warmly received...

...by Scot as well as Carmen.

I took this picture in late spring, of Branson as he rode his bike past my rearview mirror. Close to the same time, Scot told me how he planned to teach Branson to drive a snowmachine, because he wanted him to be a responsible driver. He told me how he had discovered a Metro bus, decades old, how he planned to rebuild it.

Two days ago, on my birthday, as I sat at the Metro drive through window, I looked out the passenger window. I saw Scot on his Harley. 

"You look really good," I told him.

"Yes," he answered. "Today."

On Monday, he will go in for his regular Chemo treatment. There is no way to describe that experience, he told me. He will not look so good afterwards. He will feel awful for days. But to survive this cancer, he must survive the chemo. Survive is what he is determined to do.

It was a hot day, so I ordered a raspberry mocha frappe. As it was my birthday, Scot would not let me pay for it - not even with the gift card Funny Face had purchased for me. He pulled out his wallet, removed the few dollars that it would cost and handed the money to Carmen, who stood within the stage that he had built for her. He paid for my frappe.

I think it just may have been the very best frappe I have ever tasted.

I mean it. It was that good.

 

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My heart goes out to Scott and Carmen. Scott , yes, please fight, fight and fight with all of your might! Cancer is so ugly. My father has been battling cancer since Nov. In Feb he had his last chemo/radiation and we were told the cancer was gone. However, he has not recovered and things have gotten so worse, so much so that today I received a phone call tthat send me into an emotional whirlwind and on Sat night I'll be leaving AK to head to Colorado Sprgs, to be by my Dad's side. I'll be gone until the end of the month and I dont know if I'll be able to read your blog while I'm gone, so I'll just say that I wish Carmen and Scott all the best, and I wish you nothing but the best on your next journey Bill!

July 16, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterLisaJ

We meet some interesting people on our journey, don't we? Scott and Carmen sound like a couple with incredible courage. And, that really is something about the pedouins. Wonderful stories, wonderful pictures., wonderful people. Really, Bill, you ought to write a book.

July 16, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterdebby

great blog , my thoughts will be with Carmen, Scot and their Boy. They have such a warm aura. Now i'm going to check out the Pedouins website...what an adventure.

July 16, 2010 | Unregistered Commentertwain12

I've been following the Pedouins since passing them near Anchorage last week (pretty awesome!), but I'm embarrassed to say I didn't know about the Metro Cafe and Scott and Carmen. Well... I know now, and I'll look for the Cafe the next time I'm in town. Thanks once again for broadening my horizons, Bill.

July 16, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterHelen

This is one of your best posts (I have the tea party in Wasilla favorited as the other) The heartfelt writing, Carmen & Scott, the stage. I'm teary, but I so appreciate you sharing.

Love to Scott and Carmen!

And to Bill Hess for sharing.

July 16, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterMichelle

Lisa - my best to you and your father as you travel. I hope the cancer truly is gone and that whatever has gotten him down now can be taken care of shortly.

Debby - thank you and I hope to do a few more books yet.

twain12 - Yes, it is an almost unbelievable adventure they are having.

Helen - I hope you do. Just turn north off the Parks on Lucille street and go close to one mile. You will find Metro just before Spruce. You won't be disappointed.

Michelle - Thank you.

Now, to everybody else who might post... as I will be traveling and do not know how often I will have net access, and it could be real slow when I do, there could be some pretty big gaps between the time posts are made and when I get a chance to let them through.

I should be able to check just before I leave in the morning and again in Fairbanks before I leave from there to Fort Yukon - after that... who knows?

July 16, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterBill

This is the best post ever or what? It has everything, people, their stories, and natures beauty. Overall, the narrative you give is the best ever. Thanks for the post. I just want to add that your other posts are just as good but this one, oh I don't know, made me feel much better for the coming tomorrow.

July 17, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterroshan

Wow, the people you meet Bill! Best wishes to Scott and Carmen, I hope his treatments are successful. Have a safe trip.

July 17, 2010 | Unregistered Commentermocha

save travels

July 17, 2010 | Unregistered Commentertwain12

Best wishes and big cyberhugs for Scott and Carmen. You will both be in many people's prayers. Carmen seems like one of our dear friends as well.

Be safe on your travels, Bill. We know that we will be hearing of them in time. You will be in our prayers as well.

AND I am sure you have several books left to write. Our copy of the Gift of The Whale has been well loved!

July 17, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterGrandma Nancy

This is by far the most moving post I've read in a long time Mr.Hess. I think that it moves me so, because I am a cancer survivor, as well as my mother. It is a long term, life altering battle. I battle it still. But you can see that Scott will be a fighter. He will give it everything he has. You see that in his eyes. I will pray for the Metro Family! We all here at your blog have gotten to know the beautiful Carmen and Scott, through you.. thank you for sharing this in a way that only you could.

Secondly, Fairbanks is excited Pedouins are coming! I think it's really fantastic that they have given there children and opprotunity to see the country in such an amazing way! A kid could only be so lucky!

And.. safe travels to Ft. Yukon.. From what I've heard it's been quite beautiful up that way!

July 18, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterRocksee

your own openness to adventure, bill, has enabled you to meet all these oterh extraordinary adventurers. thanks for introducing us to the pedouins! i like how you so creatively presented their story (speaking of creative nonfiction). wish i could visit scott and carmen at the metro. god bless them in their fight against his cancer.

July 20, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterruth z deming

This is a shout-out to Scott (and his wife Carmen). I've been through chemo twice now and even though it is a tough go, you can get through it. Go into it with courage and strength and don't get ahead of yourself...it's one day at a time. And God bless you!

As for the Pedouins...we have similar families bike through our area now and then. And as a driver, it is no fun to be on a two-lane highway with no bike trail, to have traffic behind your own car and oncoming traffic in the other lane, and a fear in your own heart that you might make a mistake behind the wheel that would cause great harm to fragile and unprotected bodies. So I understand the angry truck driver...I can understand that drivers of large vehicles might stress out, worrying that a moment's inattention, or sun glare on the windshield, or God forbid, an antsy driver in the next lane over, could cause bad things to happen. So as one who always tries to be careful and attentive to the road...I see three little children who in one sense are having the "adventure of a lifetime" (oh, overused phrase, that!) and on the other hand are often inches away from a behemoth of a truck rolling along at 65-75 mph. I shudder!

And lest you think I am overly concerned, a local driver just two weeks ago, hit and killed a 12-year-old bicycler who veered suddenly from her lane into the path of his vehicle. No matter that it was not his fault...she is dead and he is forever knowing.

July 23, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterWhiteStone

There is too much cancer everywhere so it is nice to see Carmen still smiling in these circumstances.

July 25, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterconchscooter

What a lovely post. Thank you for sharing some GOOD and non-political happenings in Wasilla. It is long overdue. I have loved the Metro Cafe from the moment it started being raised; the galvanized siding, the old vans, real ARCHITECTURE in a state of box stores. Thanks be to Carmen and Scott for providing a new perspective on "neighborhood". All the best wishes to them during the road ahead.

November 16, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterSandi

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