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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Thursday
Apr072011

The week so far in catch up: girl sled boats in meltwater; school bus adventures; Oscar's bike ride; Jobe is ill; Studies of dogs eating biscuits

Thanks to my three part series covering Jobe's first steps stepping out party Sunday evening, I have neglected to post anything about the week since as it has unfolded so far. Truth is, while it has been a week of furious and relentless activity inside my head and flowing through my fingers into the keyboard and then my computer, visually it has not been a week that has given me many images to post.

I have basically spent it right here, at my computer, day and night, typing and mousing, picking cats up off my keyboard and putting them on the floor only to have to them ump right back up so we can do it all over again.

Still, I have a few images to post. I will start with today, a day that has begun very lazily for me for the simple fact that this morning at 3:00 AM I finally finished up the task that I had hoped to complete by last Saturday night, but which proved much more time-consuming than I had reckoned.

As all my tasks seem to do.

I then went to bed exhausted, yet wired up and so lay awake for about two hours, after which I slept sporadically and then got up about 9:00 AM, determined to take this day off and relax.

I found that it was snowing, and the wind was blowing.

Pretty normal for this time of year.

It is also not unusual this time of year to have the image of spring appear before you, to have people say, "this is really it, this is spring," even though everybody knows that this a very foolish thing to say because, even though for Alaska our climate is fairly temperate here, spring still means something different in Wasilla than it does in most of the more populated world.

So late Monday afternoon, when I pedaled my bike back home from Metro Cafe and saw this girl, using ski poles to propel herself through a huge puddle of melt water, it certainly looked like winter had given up altogether.

Yesterday afternoon, I pedaled by there again. The puddle had refrozen. The yard behind was again blanketed in snow. I thought about taking a picture to prove it, but I did not want to stop and so I just pedaled on.

When Margie stays in town to babysit, I tend to eat breakfast at Mat-Su Valley Family Restaurant. So that is what I did Tuesday morning. As I drove home, I saw these students, waiting for their school bus.

A bit further down the road, I witnessed what might have been their bus, turning onto Church Road. It was a damned exciting sight to see.

Then up ahead on Church, I saw another bus, stopped, stopping the pickup behind it, stopping me, so that these three students could board and head for class.

And in the afternoon, post-Metrol Cafe, I came upon this four-wheeler.

Wasilla forever teems with exciting activities.

In the evening, I went to Anchorage to pick Margie up and bring her home, but first I stopped at the Anchorage Museum of History and Art to take in an ASMP slide show titled Nomadic Photographer presented by Oscar Avellanda.

Oscar's roots are in Columbia, so in January of 2010, he got on his bike and with his sister and a friend pedaled his bike from Anchorage to Whittier. There, they boarded the ferry and traveled to Bellingham, Washington and then he and his sister continued on and pedaled all the way down through the West Coast, through Mexico, El Salvadore and into Columbia.

As you would expect, he took pictures all along the way, although not nearly as many as he had anticipated, as the work of pedaling a bike often took precedence over photography. The picture that stands out strongest in my mind is a black and white of his little tiny bike parked near the oceanside in southern Mexico, with a gigantic cruise ship looming large above it in the background.

This what the online ASMP announcement had to say about Oscar:

"Along the way, Oscar was attacked by a dog, underwent treatment for rabies, became engaged, discovered his roots, and redefined his conceptions of material necessities. Mr. Avellaneda’s artistic photographic images and stories have redefined his role as a photographer while challenging the social norms of his industry."

It is a much more complex story than that, of course, but I think for now, I will that suffice. In time, I suspect, Oscar will produce something that tells the story in depth.

I then went over to Jake and Lavina's to pick Margie up, but Jobe had taken a turn for the worse. He had vomited. He was running a fever. Margie decided to stay, probably until Sunday, when Jacob, Lavina and family depart for a workshop in New Mexico and then a vacation in Arizona. She will help them out until they go.

Yesterday, for my one break in a very long day, I again pedaled my bike to Metro Cafe at coffee time. There, I shot this series of three Metro studies:

Through the Metro Window from inside, Study #410: Carmen offers a dog biscuit to Loki. Loki sniffs the biscuit, but does not take it.

Through the Metro Window from inside, Study #63: Jim, the dog's pet human, takes the biscuit. Loki then takes the biscuit from his pet.

Through the Metro Window from inside, Study #7,895: Jim takes a second biscuit from Carmen and the dog, Coda, takes it from Jim.

And so goes the world.

 

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Wednesday
Apr062011

Jobe's stepping out party, finale: Kalib wields a big knife and cooks cajun; bull rider, wild daughters, et al, Friday... Friday... Friday

Although there is more that I could do with it, it is time to wrap this party up. If I don't, Jobe will be jogging through the park with Muzzy and I will still be blogging about his first step stepping out party.

So, anyway, here is Kalib, wielding a big knife to cut up a patato for the soup that he is cooking, Cajun style.

It kind of scared me to see Kalib wield such a big knife, but Jacob closely monitored and oversaw every movement.

After putting the potatoes into the soup, Jacob chopped up some fresh seasoning. Kalib scoops it up.

Kalib throws the seasoning into one of the three pots of stew being cooked.

Kalib chucks shrimp into one of the other pots. It splashed on my lens and I had to take some time out to clean it.

After I cleaned my lens, I was headed back to photograph Kalib adding the final ingredients, but I was distracted by a rodeo bull rider in the hall. The bull rider was Kalib and Jobe's cousin, Ashley Bismarck Atene. The bull was Muzzy.

When I finally made it back to the kitchen, I found that the final ingredient, crab, had been added to the mix. For any readers who do not know, Charlie works for an air freight company that hauls goods around Alaska. The crab were part of a shipment that came in from Nome and Charlie was able to pick the crab up at bargain basement prices.

His work done, Kalib observes as Lisa and Bryce arrive.

Lisa hugs her mom as Jobe shows off his walking toes and chubby hands.

My daughters went wild. Lisa pulled up a video on YouTube and they sat there laughing at it, mocking it. Bryce and Charlie joined in. I had to know what it was about. They said that it was the worst video ever made and that, as such, it was now the most popular video in all the world.

So I took a look and this is what I saw, this girl and other girls and an older guy, even, singing about Friday. Friday, Friday, Friday. The worst thing about it, my wild daughters said, is that once you hear the song, you cannot get it out of your head and from then on you will just be hearing, "Friday, Friday, Friday..." over and over in your mind until you go insane.

Maybe if you are young, gullible and impressionable this would be true. But for a more mature, seasoned, disciplined brain like mine, it proved to be no problem. The song did not stick.

His grandma had been holding Jobe, but Friday he wanted to try to do some more walking.

Friday...

He walked to his Friday Aunt Lisa - but he used the Friday couch to cheat a bit.

Friday... Friday... Friday....

He Friday walked to his Friday mom.

Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....

Then it was Friday time for Friday Jobe to go to bed. He became a Friday shark.

Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....

And Friday Jake suffered a Friday shark attack.

Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....

Ashley's  Friday parents had been to a Friday  movie, but they Friday came back to pick Friday Ashley up in time to eat. So here they Friday are: Friday Julie Bismarck, Anthony Friday (Ants) Atene and Friday Ashley. Ants is Lavina's Friday brother. He came up from Friday Arizona a few years back Friday to visit and work and that is when Friday he met Julie, who is Athabascan Friday from Tyonek.

Since then, their Friday lives have been Friday divided up between the Friday Navajo Nation and Friday Anchorage.

Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....

This is Julian, Friday their youngest, close Friday to Jobe's age. He slept the whole Friday time I was there.

When I came home, I left Margie Friday so that she could babysit Jobe. Last night, Friday, I went back to pick her up, Friday Friday but Jobe was not feeling well, so I  Friday again returned home by Friday myself.

Depending on how Friday Jobe is feeling, I will go back and Friday pick her up tonight or Friday not.

Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....Friday... Friday... Friday....

 

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Tuesday
Apr052011

Jobe's stepping out party, part 2: The bearded, hairy, man appears and he is shorn

Not long after Margie and I had arrived to celebrate Jobe's first steps at his stepping out party, another vehicle pulled in. A stranger got out and started walking to the door. Inside, we were all very frightened because this stranger did not even ring the doorbell, he just opened the door and walked into the house.

Who could it be?

As the stranger reached the baby barrier at the top of the stairs, we could all see something oddly familiar in his appearance.

Was this man someone known to Ashley, Kalib and Jobe's little cousin who you will learn a bit more about in a future part?

No. Ashley was as puzzled by his appearance as we were.

The stranger moved to the couch. Jobe sure as hell did not recognize him.

"Who the hell are you?" Jobe asked. We were all very impressed and proud. Not only had Jobe just taken his first steps, he had uttered his first cuss word - and in the context of a fully formed sentence!

Jobe is pretty good at identifying people by the feel of their teeth. He reached out and placed his fingers inside the man's mouth so that he could get a good feel of the teeth.

"By hell!" Jobe shouted silently. "I recognize these teeth! It's Uncle Rex!"

By hell, it was. Rex - looking as we had not seen him look in a very long time. In fact, we had never seen him look quite this way, for he has changed a bit since last he was last clean shaven and his hair cut. Given his stubble, I thought perhaps he had already begun to regrow his beard.

"No," he said. "I shaved just two days ago. I don't want to shave every day, but I'm not growing it back."

Me - it's been close to three decades since I last shaved.

I found shaving to be a terrible and annoying waste of time.

It's snowing today, btw. Margie stayed in Anchorage to babysit Jobe and she says it is snowing pretty heavy there - a few inches so far. It is a light snow here. Maybe a quarter of an inch since breakfast.

This entire winter, we did not get a single really good snowstorm here. Just a few little ones.

I doubt that we will now, either. It would be fun, though, if we did - but not until after I go into town tonight to pick up Margie, among other things.

Here is Rex with his beard and long hair.

 

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Monday
Apr042011

Jobe's stepping out party, part 1: Jobe takes a very short walk

After getting thrown off-track Saturday, yesterday I was steaming toward the conclusion of the preliminary portion of a project that will probably take me another year or two to complete and I did not want to stop. I did not want to be interrupted for anything. It is critically important to me that I get this preliminary portion done. Once done, except to show it to maybe two or three people in search of advice, I will stick it aside for the next six months or so and then hopefully bear down into it next fall, when the light of day once again becomes but a small thing.

So I did not want to stop and drive to Anchorage.

But... I had received a text from Lavina telling me that Jobe had taken his first steps. They had not been big steps, they had been little steps - but they were steps. I was kind of hoping that his parents might bring him out and let him spend the weekend walking about our house - which is a very good house for babies to learn to walk in.

But they are leaving on a trip to Arizona in less than a week and they had too much to do.

Margie was going crazy with thwarted grandchild desire and I really wanted to see my little man walk.

So, at 6:00 PM, I forced myself to step away from my computer and off Margie and I drove, for Anchorage, to take part in an informal party to celebrate Jobe's first steps. All the family, except for Caleb, would be there.

Shortly after we entered the house, Margie snapped up her youngest grandson and I took a seat on the couch.

That could have been it right there. She could have just held him and held him and held him, because that's how Margie is when it comes to her grandsons.

But Jobe spotted me.

"Come and walk to Grandpa!" I said.

He wanted to do it. You can see it in his eyes. Not even Gramma's embrace could stop him now.

She sets him on the floor. I have to push Muzzy away with my foot, because Muzzy wants to be at the center of things and if he is, Jobe will not be able to walk. Muzzy will knock Jobe on his butt.

Jobe is fired up and ready to go.

"C'mon, Jobe!" I encourage. "Walk to me!"

Jobe begins to walk. "That's my little man! Walk to grandpa!" As you can see, he is doing so, but he is a little bit shaky and has to think about it a bit.

"I'm ready now, Grandpa!" his eyes tell me. "I'm coming Grandpa!"

He wobbles a little bit. His grandma quickly extends a hand. "No! No!" I say to Grandma. "You can't help him! He can do it!"

"Margie! He's got to walk to me on his own! He can do it."

Margie lets go but just barely. "That's my little man! Just a couple more steps!" I encourage.

He plunge-steps forward, goes into a dive that puts his hand in mine.

He makes it to grandpa!

Oh, happy day! When my Jobe walked! Just a tiny bit, but he walked. Oh, happy day!

Margie sits down beside me. Muzzy steps into the background, dejected, because Muzzy wanted all the attention to be focused on him.

Life can be real tough for a dog who must live with babies.

 

Now, here is the dilemma I face. I took lots of pictures at that party. This is only from a tiny segment, from the first few pictures that I shot after we entered the house. But if I try to include everything, I will be sitting here for a couple of hours yet and I don't have the time. Plus, when I get done, the post will be so full of pictures that they will blow the screens right off the monitors of my readers.

I figure Jobe's first walk with grandpa is big enough and important enough to make this post about that walk and nothing else. But I still want to present some of the other material, so I will make Jobe's stepping out party a multi-parter.

I don't know how many other parts there will be. Maybe tomorrow I will decide to wrap the remainder up in one post. Maybe I will break it down into three or four more posts - and don't forget, I still have a very fun series of Metro Cafe studies waiting in the queue that I MUST post.

And even though I have put Kivgiq on hold until after I do a Kivgiq Uiñiq, there is a series of a Mormon missionary who spontaneously broke into dance at Kivgiq, contrary to Mormon Missionary rules, I suspect, that is so good and hits so close to my personal history that I must show it, but there probably won't be space for it in Uiñiq. So I have decided to run it here, ahead of the Uiñiq, too.

So I've got lots of backlog stuff that I must yet get in here before I go traveling again - and I will go traveling again soon.

But anyway, I will complete this party.

Here are some potential titles for the remaining parts:

Kalib wields a big knife and cooks Cajun

Cowboy cousin Ashley rides a furry bronc

Clean cut, short-haired Rex

Aunts go wild at the celebration

Coming to and from the party: Cop stops galore!

 

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Sunday
Apr032011

Cat on screen, cat on desk - big day for blog leaves me discouraged but not defeated; four studies of the tiny hockey player

In terms of numbers of visitors, yesterday was a pretty good day for this blog - and that kind of discouraged me a bit - it kind of made me feel like this whole blogging effort touches on futility. I must assure you that this is in no way a signal that I am going to retreat or quit blogging. No - I aim to go bull-headedly forward just as I have been. But still, yesterday was a mighty discouraging day for me as a blogger.

Saturdays tend to be my lowest visitor days of the week. Typically, on Saturdays, my readership drops off by more than 30 percent. But yesterday, Saturday, my readership soared to about three times the weekday average - somewhere between four and five times the usual Saturday average.

How could this be discouraging?

It happened because of one thing - these three words in my headline: "Sarah Palin's buick."

Actually, the word, "buick" was but a small part of it. It could have read, "Sarah Palin's dog... Sarah Palin's frog... Sarah Palin's duck... Sarah Palin's mop... Sarah Palin's oatmeal... ... etc. etc." The result would have been the same.

Oh well. Life is what it is, I am what I am, and will continue on as I have been until I find the time and means to do as I want and then I will all but ignore Sarah Palin, except as a teaser now and then to see if her name will still draw hordes of extra readers into my blog.

One good thing about this life is cats. Yesterday, I entered my office to find that my slideshow screen saver had been activated. Melanie's Diamond was on the screen and Pistol-Yero sat by the keyboard. When he visits, Kalib loves to watch all these grand cats scroll across my screen when I step away from my computer.

Also, please note the little contraptions sitting on my desk to the left. What you see is docks and harddrives. I can move harddrives in and out of those docks at will. I have more harddrives in the computer, and more harddrives stuck in old-fashioned enclosures lying here and there.

The three you see here are eacg two terabyte harddrives. There are several more 2 TB's sitting in a drawer beneath my computer.

A while back, I had an extremely bad hard drive nightmare and one of my good-hearted readers suggested that I pick up one of those little plastic-encased harddrives that can hold a terabyte and thus solve my information management problem.

I got a good chuckle out of that one - although I definitely appreciated the thought and concern.

I have a number of those little plastic hard drives. They are what I take into the field.

I shoot a lot, you see, and I shoot high resolution files RAW. I don't throw any images away, not even the blurry ones. It would take too much time. Plus, I have discovered that I can pick up a take a year or 20 after I first shot it and find that some of the images that I rejected are actually better than the ones I used.

I go through harddrive space like you would not believe. Tomorrow, I plan to buy two more two terabyte harddrives, but I really need to buy four or five more, if I could only afford to.

Yesterday, when I pulled into the Metro Cafe drive-through, it was Branson, the tiny hockey player, who came to greet me. He wanted to pose for a study. So here it is:

Study of the tiny hockey player, #242: Branson wears his Metro baseball cap as the young writer, Shoshana, prepares coffee in the background.

Then Branson decided that he wanted to do a study without his cap, so he took it off. His mom hurried right over to touch up his hair for the picture. So here it is:

Study of the tiny hockey player, #237: Carmen makes Brandon's hair look nice.

Study of the tiny hockey player, #239: Carmen admires the hair of her tiny hockey player.

Study of the tiny hockey player, #241: His hair looking good, Branson poses for Study #1.

 

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