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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Oct142009

CM*D31: I go shadow biking, I get a strange look from a solid kid

I was struggling with my project, going nowhere, so I decided to go shadow biking.

OH NO! Head on collision! Damn fool! He should know to watch out for shadows!

But shadows are tough. I continued on.

And on and on and on. But not as on and on as I would have liked. I wanted to go on all day, and then to camp out under the stars at night. But my shadow would have died in the night, so I came back home to wrestle with my project, which has vexed me to a degree that no other project ever has. I don't know why. It just has.

I have placed all my pictures, long ago. Now I sit down to write, but the words just don't come. I can spend two hours and etch out one sentence that I don't like. Then, at the end of the day, I sit down to this blog and words pour out of me and through the keyboard into the computer and out to anywhere in the world that someone happens to log onto this blog, either by intention or accident, as fast as I can move my fingers.

Here is a kid riding with no shadow. I think that he is pretty unhappy about that. And why isn't he wearing a jacket? It is October 13, for hell's sake.

But the warm weather continues. Last year, the snow was piling on now but it was 49 degrees at the moment I snapped the photograph - nothing at all for a kid pedaling a bike up a hill. I can just hear his mom when he gets home, though.

"Billy! What are you doing going outside without a coat? You'll catch your death of pneumonia!"

No, wait. That was my mom, decades ago, when she still breathed, still loved, still smiled, believed in the resurrection and I thought life would always be that way and that I would never die, not of pneumonia or anything else.

I think this boy was very curious about the detached shadow coming down the hill on his shadow bicycle. I am certain he had never before seen such a sight in all his many days.

One day, I suspect, his grandchildren will tire of the story. "Yep, kids, there I was, pedaling up Wards Road in Wasilla, Alaska, when all of a sudden I saw a shadow coming down the hill. Just a shadow - a shadow man, riding a shadow bicycle..."

"Yeah, right, Gramps, we've heard this one before - like 20 billion times."

 

*Cocoon mode: Until I finish up a big project that I am working on, I am keeping this blog at bare-minimum simple. I anticipate about one month.

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I remember a time when my mom called out "Don't forget to wear a hat!" So I put on the hat, with no jacket, and off I went to play. I got the same lecture when I got home.

October 14, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterGrandma Nancy

I am very sorry to hear about your writing problems. Your pictures are very good, and I've enjoyed your gallery immensely. I am trying to think of something to say that will unblock the words, and I cannot. I know that, for myself, I have to have the words in my head before I bother to sit down at a keyboard. Of course, that is where my pictures are, as well. I can only tell you that you are writing words to go with pictures the like of which the rest of us have never seen. What would the people in your pictures say about themselves? What would they wish the rest of us to see, to know? You marveled at the old buildings in our town...they are nothing compared to the sacred ancient things to which you have access. You have the opportunity to display that which pre-dates any history that most of us know about. Perhaps the thing to understand is that your pictures will tell the story. They are the bones and the framework.Your words are the meat on those bones.

Listen to me rattle on. Those who can't do, teach.

October 14, 2009 | Unregistered Commenterdebby

You know, I sounded very presumptuous and know it all, and I apologize. I would delete that comment, but can't figure out how to do it. (Not all that computer savvy either, sadly enough) I beg pardon.

October 14, 2009 | Unregistered Commenterdebby

I love this blog. I don't mean to discourage you on your project, but I think it may be a sign that at least for now, this is the place where you should write!

October 14, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterMichelle

And it occurred to me as I was washing dishes. I need a shadow housewife. We could get twice as much done.

October 14, 2009 | Unregistered Commenterdebby

Bill, This was one of my favorite posts. What good lurks in the heart of the Shadow? The Shadow knows!

Could it be the words you can't type are WORK, and this is more like PLAY? The secret that kids know is that it is all play, that is, until we indoctrinate them, and ruin all the fun.

Play on!

October 14, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterSylvia

Grandma, it seems that there are many things every kid hears from their parents.

Debby, I'm glad you didn't succeed at deleting that post. I considered it high praise. I hope you find that shadow house wife - but she will not have as much fun as a shadow biker. Maybe she will. Shadows can enjoy things that casters cannot.

Michelle, other than to have more time to spend on my books, there is nothing in the world that I would love more right now then to be able to devote myself to this blog. If only it were possible. Thanks for the encouragement.

Yes, Sylvia, but is more complicated than that because usually, when I work, it all kicks in at some point and I can just write and write. But not this time. And my project is a really good one. But I really do enjoy doing the blog. It is great fun and it does not matter how tired and exhausted I am, it seems that I can always come up with something to blog.

October 15, 2009 | Registered CommenterWasilla, Alaska, by 300

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