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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Monday
May312010

I leave the reservation, then catch two planes north; as the hour grows later, the night brightens

Here I am, having just exited the Fort Apache Indian Reservation, home to the White Mountain Apache Tribe, looking back at my wife and children's homeland in my rearview mirror. There is a horrid hole in my heart. I do not want to go. I want to linger longer, slower. But I can't. I have to go, right now.

Margie will stay for another five days. The kids are coming home at staggered times.

Here I am, driving through the tunnel just north of Superior, enroute to PHX Sky Harbor Airport. Before I get there, I will stop in Mesa for a short visit at the home of Dustinn Craig, oldest son of Vincent. Vincent's wife, Mariddie, will be there, too.

Eyes will moisten, but it will be a warm visit. Before I leave, I will ask the quickest way to the airport, and if there are any gas stations in-between, as I need to fill the tank of the rental car before I return it.

Mariddie will send her youngest son, Shiloh, to the gas station with me, with instructions to use her credit card to buy that final tank of gas for me. I did not expect this, but I cannot turn this gift down. She is an Apache woman and the wife of my great friend. I am grateful.

Shiloh and I have an interesting conversation. Maybe I will come back this fall sometime.

Now I wait at Gate 11 for my first jet, the one that will take me to Portland. This is not it.

This is it. I am inside it now, flying toward Portland.

And this is my second jet, not long after leaving Portland a bit after 9:00 PM. It is pointed almost due north. You can see that, to the north, there is still light in the sky, whereas to the south, it is darkening.

This is about an hour-and-half later, somewhere along the British Columbia coast. You can see that, despite the hour being later, the night is brightening.

And here I am, approaching Anchorage, just before 11:30 PM. While the sun is still up from the perspective of the airplane, down on the ground, it has set - but it has not grown dark, nor will it completely do so.

Here I am, touching down at Ted Stevens International Airport in Anchorage, 11:30 PM.

Now it is 3:12 AM. I am home in Wasilla. I have taken care of a couple of tasks that needed to be done. I have removed the timed food-release pellets from my fish tanks and have fed my fish their regular food. 

My little green terror has disappeared. He must have been eaten.

I will miss him.

I was most worried about my parrot fish, who I have had for 9 years now and who is most intelligent, friendly and trusting. I feared he would not do well on the time release, but he seems to be fine.

I will go to bed now for four hours, then get up, go pick up some poor, distressed, bewildered, kitty cats, bring them home, take care of a couple of other tasks, then head back to Anchorage, catch another flight to Fairbanks and from there, another one to Anaktuvuk Pass.

Caleb will be home by then and he can take care of the cats.

I am really tired. I feel like I could sleep for a week.

Maybe next week.

Ow! A spider just bit me, right above my left elbow.

Poor thing. I killed it. I didn't mean to, but when I felt it bite, I reflexively slapped it. I thought it was a mosquito. But it wasn't. It was a spider.

I usually catch the spiders that come into my office, take them outside and let them go.

I would have done so with this one - if only it hadn't bitten me.

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Reader Comments (11)

too bad about your fish...i worry about mine too. have a good trip and i hope the cats will not be to upset

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered Commentertwain12

welcome back however briefly and safe travels as you're off yet again, great pictures of the night brightening, here on the east coast I'm ecstatic when it is still light out these days after 7pm!

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterPat in MA

Welcome home!

The photo of Margie, her mom and Jobe brought tears to my eyes...so beautiful.

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterKelly

I was fascinated by the view of the lightening (not lightning) sky as you moved ever north! No wonder you love Alaska! Maybe we can move Iowa more north than its present location.

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterWhiteStone

Glad you had a safe trip home. It is amazing how light the sky is so late/early.

Something about a spider bite freaks me out because we have the brown recluse spider here.

I hope the kitties are OK. They'll be glad to be home too.

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered Commentermocha

I'm glad that I found your blog. I made that night flight up to Fairbanks from Seattle so many times when I was younger (my husband was a summer bush pilot out of Kaktovik). I'm eager to see any photos of Anaktuvuk Pass; it has been many years since I've been there. I'm living in New Zealand now and don't know that I will ever be able to return to Alaska so you give me a window on the present of my past.

My sympathies to you and all your family on the recent death. You have written a fine tribute and the marvelous photos show so much. Thank you.

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterEllen

Take good care. God bless.....

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterGrandma Nancy

Yoi, going to Anaktuvuk! I'd so love to be there this time of the year and go camping again! Have fun!

May 31, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterCindy

Biting spiders must die. It's my take on things. The great circle of life and all of that. Kill it and feed it to your fish. I've had no time for commenting, but I've been reading along. I think it's fascinating to watch you all walk back and forth from culture to culture, and not even blink. What a vision you and Margie have provided to your children. Well. Off to class. And tests. And...well...how about I just hang around here for a while....

June 1, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterdebby

Welcome back home to Alaska Bill! Did you see any of the smoke from the wildfires as you were flying in?

June 1, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterLisaJ

Twain - Those cats were really upset. They have calmed down, now, though. Pistol is still a little nervous.

Pat - I am loving the light. In Arizona, it was fun to gather around a big fire in the darkness, but still, on the whole, I love the light of a summer time Alaska night.

Kelly - Thank you. I had wanted to do much more with Margie's mom and family, but I was pulled in different directions in Arizona. We might return in the fall. If so, I hope it will be a slower, more contemplative trip.

Whitestone - All we need is for the earth to tip about 30 degrees on its axis and, presto - Iowa is the Far North.

Mocha - no brown recluses here. I like spiders because they eat mosquitoes and noseeums. The kitties are doing good.

Ellen - I'm glad that I can give you a window back to Alaska. Now, how do I get a plane ticket to New Zealand? I have always wanted to go there.

Grandma - You too.

Cindy - Wish you could have been there. Maybe yet?

Debby - Maybe there will be a spider perched on your shoulder, watching your hand write as you answer the questions on your test.

Lisa - Thanks. The smoke seemed fairly light as we flew in, but was much heavier the next morning and when I reached the Interior - it was really heavy. We couldn't even see the Yukon when we flew over it.

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