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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Thursday
Nov172011

Margie off to the emergency room; awaiting surgery

After spending a couple of days in town helping to take care of the little ones, Lavina brought Margie home about this time yesterday afternoon. At first, all seemed good with her. Later, she started to complain about abdominal pains. Then, even bundled up under blankets or standing just inches from the blazing wood stove she felt that she was freezing.

Outside, it was freezing - the temperature wasn't bad, but windchills were down to 40 below, they said on the radio. Inside it was warm, but Margie was shivering and freezing.

I kept saying we should take her to the emergency room but she kept refusing to go, saying this would pass and she would be okay.

Just before 10:00 PM, her suffering struck me as extreme so I told her we were going and that was that.

So off we went to the Emergency room of the Mat-Su Regional Medical Center.

The story gets kind of long and I am in no mood to tell it right now and am even wondering whatever got into me to ever include daily life in my blogging at all, but, to make it short, Margie is now at the Alaska Native Medical Center in Anchorage. Before they sent her there, the doctor thought her gall bladder might have to be removed even before the night was over, but the the medication they gave her by IV worked.

Now, the doctor in Anchorage thinks she may not need to have her gall bladder removed, but she has some bad gall stones which definitely must to go. So they are evaluating her further to see which route to go - full bladder removal or stones only.

As for me, while I believe I have turned the corner on these shingles, they still do rage and I still need much more sleep than normal and I forgot to take my pain meds to the hospital with me and my jacket too and it hasn't been easy and I damn near froze just walking through the parking lot (I dropped Margie right at the door so she did not have to face the wind) and this is enough for now.

I am getting tired of reporting on these little crisises - and that's what they are - little. They are not big. They are not life-shattering. She will get her surgery and she will be fine and these shingles will pass. So many people I know have been suffering much worse.

Still, as small as they are, bundled together they kind of makes it harder to move on to the next step - especially because all I want to do is to sleep, and one can't accomplish anything when one is asleep.

 

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Reader Comments (25)

Well, I hope that she will fully recover from her surgery. Get your rest too. Ha-ha...

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterLaurie

Bill and Margie, I hope all is well and life takes a turn for the better. I know what it's like when it becomes one thing after another that needs to be resolved - as many of us already have gone through this more than once. It shall pass you both will be able to relax together, enjoying the holidays as they should be enjoyed. I'm sending you strength and patience and a nice big painless hug!

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterAnna

Prayers and recovery thoughts...... from Jim and I ;(

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterCyndy E

There is one very important thing that you can accomplish through sleep and that is healing. My best to you and Margie. Sending you both healing thoughts and love.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterShaela

Wishing all the best for you both Bill & Margie. {{{{{{{{{non-invasive hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterKatzKids

Ah, Margie. I am so very sorry you are ill. I am glad Bill is there with you tonight. May Peace and Strength and Healing visit you. You are both in my prayers.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterKathryn

These are the things that make us appreciate the good days. I hope all goes well with both of you; you're due for some smooth sailing.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterWakeUpAmerica

Saying a prayer right now for Margie. And for you with your shingles. May you move into a long period of wellness and non-crisis!

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterWhiteStone

You must try to sleep. As Shaela wrote, sleeps helps you heal. Also, you will be better support for Margie if you rest well. Peace. It sounds like Margie is in good hands.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered Commenterreddog

Bill, what is different, and valuable, and endearing about your blog is that you write as well about the small parts of life as about the big parts. You show us again and again the importance of each moment in a life, whether it's a cup of coffee, a barking dog, or a life passing. I don't know anyone else who translates that artist's constant attentiveness into words so well as you do. This blog is a nice break from all those others that only focus on the exciting or the outrageous and miss all of the life in between. Get some sleep, but hang in there, please.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterJamesH

Hope they take the gall bladder. Had surgery about 10 years ago, and it's so nice not to have those kind of attacks any more. Sending healing thoughts to both of you.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterGrandma Nancy

Bill I echo what JamesH wrote. And prayers for both Margie & you.

Blessings
Rebecca

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterRebecca

Boy, what a tough time. I'll be saying a prayer or two for both of you.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMikey

Thinking of you and Margie, sending warm, healing thoughts and love your way. I hope you're both able to get good rest. Hugs and kisses from Grandbabies will help you both recover.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered Commenterangel

Get well soon.

November 17, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterVijay

So sorry to hear about Margie, I hope she's feeling better soon! I third what JamesH said, I love your blog for all the same reasons. "The small stuff" is the important stuff, and thank you for sharing it!

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterChrissyinPA

It wears you out when one thing after the other slaps you upside the head....best wishes for speedy recoveries for both you and Margie. Sharing your life in good times and bad is a human way of connection with the rest of the world, so please keep sharing. Isn't it also nice to know how much others care about you and your family.

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMarg

Hope that you and Margie are better soon. Hugs from MI!

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered Commentergloria

I would like to echo all the positive support for both Margie and you.

I think that the comment from Marg sums up my feeling, as well.

My sister had gallbladder surgery and has not had a problem since. The recovery time is much reduced these days.

Hopefully, as I write this , Margie's medical situation has been resolved and she is now sleeping peacefully.

Meanwhile, I saw this photo-related Google article and thought of you immediately. As you spend time in the hospital today, perhaps, you might find this an interesting distraction.

Louis Daguerre's 224 Birthday Celebrated With Daguerreotype Google Logo (PICTURE)
http://tinyurl.com/6nmlaxe

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMirage

sending you all my best and speedy recovery for both of you ♥

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered Commentertwain12

My wish for you both is to sail through this rough patch and get onto the good part again. good health to the whole family.

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterDeven

Sending healing thoughts and prayers to you both. May you both get the needed rest you need! Stay warm and healthy. We will all understand if you can't write everyday. Just know we all love you and want you both to heal!

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMrs Gunka

Looks like you're in for some more gentle hugs.. you'll have to pass at least half of them or more to Margie, promise?! All will be good!

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered Commentereva

Mr Bill you and Margie are in my prayers. Here's to a speedy recovery.
Take care.

November 18, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMe

Prayers to you and Margie.. I hope you both get better very soon!!

November 19, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterRocksee

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