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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Wednesday
Mar312010

Nantucket whaling: preview of what will be a small glimpse

Yesterday I said that today I would post a small account of what I had seen and learned about the Yankee commercial whaling enterprise that began here out of Nantucket, Massachusetts, but when I sat down to do it, I discovered that I was so sleepy I couldn't. So, in a state of stupor, I just flopped down and watched a little TV - a strange mix of MSNBC and Fox News - Keith Olberman, Bill O'Rielly, Rachel Maddow, Sean Hannity.

I decided I had better post at least one picture and settled on this one that I had taken during a short walk on the beach on what had prooved to be a rainy, blustery day. I will still make the big Nantucket whaling post that I had planned. Maybe tomorrow, maybe later.

Then I thought of this picture, that I took inside the home of Bob and Nina Hellman. It depicts the sailing ships that set out into that sea to hunt the whale with the sculpted women that adorned their bow. I figured it wouldn't take that long for me to add it in.

And then I thought I might as well add in just one more. This is a tiny part of the amazing collection of whaling weapons and tools that is part of the amazing collection of whaling weapons, tools, and other artifacts gathered by Bob Hellman over the past half-century. The sperm whale eating the squid is in proportion to a 46 foot whale once found with a 30 foot squid in its digestive tract. 

Sperm whales can be 80 feet long, so it was of modest size.

Readers will see more of Bob and his collection, along with others, when finally I am able to find the time and energy to cobble this together.

Tuesday
Mar302010

Nantucket coffee, Bach brings back a memory of my brother, more coffee and boats on the water

This is Danny, at Nantucket Book Works, where she works. She said she likes the coffee not only because it tastes good, but because she can wrap her hands around the hot mug and it warms them up.

I stopped in a local drug store, where I saw a flier that said they would be celebrating the 325th birthday of Johann Sebastian Bach at Nantucket's Congregational Church Vestry, a week later than the actual birthdate of March 21, so I decided to go.

The concert began with a performance of the Chello Prelude from Suite 1 in G Major, performed by Jacob Butler. I used to play this piece on my guitar, way back when I still thought I could be a photographer, writer, publications producer and a classical guitarist.

I was wrong about that and, as I have noted before, it was the guitar I let go, rather than the camera or the keyboard.

I enjoyed Butler's rendition and hope he keeps at it.

Barbara Elder conducted the chorus.

James Sulzer performed the prelude from Suite III in C Major, another piece that was once part of my repertoire. I enjoyed every note.

The women's side of the chorus. They sang works both by Bach and by other's, including Peter, Paul and Mary, done in the style of Bach.

Mary died recently and when she did, I felt that I had died in part myself, because I could remember so well when she was young and beautiful and passionate.

Mollie Glazer performed Courante and Sarabande from Suite II in D Minor. By my reckoning, she did a pretty damned good job.

The final Bach choral piece was Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring and it was a bit of a hard experience for me. I had once set out to learn it on my guitar and for all its smooth, flowing, motion it falls difficult on the guitar and I never quite got a handle on it. If anybody present noticed how I had to fight the tears as it was being sung, here is why:

My brother, Ron, loved that piece and after he broke his neck and wound up in his wheelchair, he wanted me to play it for him, but I couldn't, because I didn't have it down well enough. I promised him that I would get it together and that one day I would show up at his house in Riverside, California and play it for him.

Given the distance between Wasilla and Riverside and the expense, those visits were sometimes years apart, and each time he would ask me to play it, but I couldn't.

Then early on a summer solstice morning, right after I returned from a midnight flight over the edge of the lead in the ice off Barrow, where scores of white beluga whales had rolled out of cystral clear, green waters directly beneath my wings, my mother called to tell me that Ron had died.

Shortly thereafter, I stepped alone into a room in a Mormon chapel in Riverside, where my brother lay. I walked up to his coffin and looked and it was just he and I in that room.

At that moment, in the chapel, unseen but so close that the sound carried clearly into the viewing room, the organist began to play Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring.

After the final note of Jesu, the page was turned. No more actual Bach was played. The concert continued, but the beam of sunlight coming through the window fell away.

The sunbeam fell this way on the choir only for Jesu and once that piece ended, it was gone. 

It is my intent and desire to yet tell the story of my brother as I witnessed it in greater depth, for it is not as simple as it sounds. No one should draw any conclusions from the fact that I found him lying inside a Mormon chapel.

Mormons don't drink coffee, and once I didn't but now I do. So here I am, at the Bean, an excellent coffee house right here in Nantucket. 

If I lived here, this is probably where I would wind up every day, just like I now wind up at Metro Cafe every afternoon that I spend in Wasilla. That's Zac on the left, Spencer on the right.

On this day, I sat down alone in The Bean, but soon a family came in and a chess game began. That's nine-year-old Addie, about to make a move against his seven year old sister, Gabrielle. Two-year old Alexander studies the man with the little pocket camera.

Now Gabrielle makes her move. "Do you play chess often?" I asked.

"Yes," they both answered.

"Who usually wins?" I asked.

"I do," they both answered.

"Do you know why the football coach went into the bank?" six-year old Sally asked me. 

I tried to think of an illogical, yet obvious, answer, but my mind went completely blank.

"No," I said. "I don't. Please tell me."

"Because he wanted to get his quarterback," Sally said.

I am in Nantucket because it is the place where the American commercial whaling industry was born and now they have a whaling museum where my pictures have been hung.

I haven't said much in this blog about the now defunct Yankee whaling industry that built this place and moved the Wampanoag out, but people who have studied that history in depth and who have collected its implements and art works have been showing me things, and teaching me about it.

This will be the subject of my next post.

Monday
Mar292010

In need of a cup of Fog Island coffee

A curious thing happened to me last night. I sat down on the couch in the little study adjacent to my room in the mansion at 99 Main, where I have yet to turn on the TV and probably won't, opened up my laptop, downloaded my photos from the day and then started to make a quick pass through them to get a feel for what I got. 

Then I planned to do a quick edit, pick out a number of images and make a post.

When I was a little more than half-way through the take, I blinked. To my surprise, the final image of the day was now on the screen.

I realized that I had not blinked at all, but had briefly fallen asleep with my finger resting upon the forward arrow key.

So I backed up to where I had been when I had dozed off, then returned my finger to the advance arrow key and started clicking my way through again. Then I blinked again and, yes, the same thing happened.

The problem is, I think, that not only did I leave home after a night of almost no sleep, but since I arrived, I have been going to bed on Alaska time and waking up on East Coast time.

I decided my body was trying to tell me something, so I called Margie and then went to bed. It was just a bit after 11:30 East Coast time. Of course, it still took me some time to go to sleep and then I woke up wide awake at 2:30 AM.

I knew I needed more sleep than that, so I forced my eyes closed and kept them that way until I dozed off again. I woke up periodically throughout the night until 7:30 AM, when I awoke from a dream that I was on the ice off Wainwright with Jason Ahmaogak and Iceberg 14.

I got up and went to Fog Island for breakfast, where Sashana poured me a cup of coffee.

So I am way behind on my pictures and in just minutes, Tony is going to pick me up and give me a tour of the island and show me the Yankee whaler scrimshaw.

A big rain is forecast. Maybe tonight, I can somewhat catch up on my blog.

This is Kim of Vermont, a graduate student in education who works at the museum and lives elsewhere in this mansion at 99 Main where I am staying. Please don't picture a huge, gigantic mansion such as one you might find in an Alfred Hitchcock movie. As mansions go, it is modest, but is a mansion none the less.

Kim's parents lived in Fairbanks and Delta Junction for brief time during the pipeline construction days and liked it well enough to consider settling, but Vermont was too much in their blood, so they returned and that is where they raised Kim.

Kim joined me for the first part of my Fog Island breakfast, but I must leave this computer now and go touring with Tony, so that's it for now.

Sunday
Mar282010

The Nantucket Whaling Museum: the show looks good, my presentation goes well, but I do get asked about another Wasillan - you know who

After consuming an excellent ham, cheddar and mushroom omelette at the Fog Island cafe, I walked over to the whaling museum to meet with Eric, so that we could do a technology check in advance of my slide show, which was scheduled for 2:00 PM.

As I approached the museum, I saw this dog, gazing longingly at the door.

To get to Eric, I had to go around to a side door, which was locked. A gentleman named Peter showed up and was going to unlock the door for me, but before he could, Eric opened the door from the inside and let us.

This is Peter. He said he would be taking my picture during my presentation.

For some reason, I took no pictures of the bright, young, Eric as he worked to solve the inevitable technology problems that we experienced as we crossed over from Mac to PC, but I had photographed him the day before. When I get a chance to catch up somewhat with what I have seen and done so far in Nantucket, I will introduce Eric to my readers.

After the technology check, I headed back to the 18th century mansion called 99 Main, owned by the Nantucket Historical Society. It serves as a guest house and is quite comfy. I took a shower, put on slacks, a decent shirt and my ivory, balleen, and ugruk-tooth bolo tie, made by Simeon Patoktak, and then walked back to the museum.

As I approached, I saw my dad ahead of me, sitting in a wheelchair. No, no, it wasn't my dad, because we buried him almost two years ago. It was another veteran of World War II and when I saw him, I loved him immediately. I knew nothing more about him than what I could see - I did not know his politics, where he was born, raised, if he had been married once, twice, not all, how many children, grandchildren, great-grandchilden and such he had, if he was of pleasant or ill disposition, how he had made his living, but it didn't matter.

I loved him because he had fought alongside my dad, even though Dad fought over North Africa and Europe from inside a B-24 bomber and this gentleman fought from Navy ships in the South Pacific.

Still, they had fought alongside each other and ultimately they did it for me, even though I had not yet been born, and so I loved him.

I asked his name, but in the flurry of activity that was about to follow, I forgot it.

So he is just "Dad" - every dad who fought in World War II, on land, sea or in the air.

None of them had it easy, and those who did not die all risked their lives. They rapidly leave us.

So love all those who remain, while they are here.

This is actually from the day before, when I went into the gallery where they have hung my pictures and met with the museum's interpretive staff, the one's who will be on hand to answer questions from those who wonder through the gallery between now and June 15, when my show will come down.

Before my presentation began, I saw these ladies looking at my photographs.

I have to say the presentation went very well. I showed slides and spoke off the top of my head for over an hour, answered questions for a good half hour and then just visited people for a good spell after that.

I had been worried that my presentation was too long, but many people told me that they did not want me to stop, but to keep going, to keep showing slides and telling stories.

So that was kind of nice.

This is the left-hand side of the audience, at the beginning of the question and answer session. Of course, from their perspective, it is the right hand side.

And this is the middle.

And here we have the right side.

In my slide presenation, I had one image taken from a boat that showed some people standing on the edge of the ice, shouting out their joyous welcomes as the boats that I had been traveling with returned with a whale. That image was followed by another that I took from the ice, behind people who where waving at the people in boats returning with a whale and those people were waving back.

He wondered how I had been able to do that - to take a photo from inside the boat and on the ice at the same time.

But I had actually taken the two images at different times, the first in Wainwright from the boat of Ben Ahmaogak, Sr., and the second in Barrow, as Simeon Patkotak, the man who made my bolo tie, returned to the ice with a bowhead.

The fellow addressing me here is Jeff Allen, a Nantucket-based photographer. In fact, it is he who printed the 60 or so images that were hung on his new, large format Epson printer, from digital files that I had sent down.

I had been a bit worried about this, but he did an excellent job.

Thank you, Jeff.

Although I hoped it might prove otherwise, these days, I have found that I can not go anywhere Outside as a person from Wasilla, Alaska, and not be asked something about Sarah Palin.

This is what I was asked: how did the Native people feel about her and, in conjunction with that question, I was asked whether the whalers saw global warning as fact or myth.

As to the first part, I answered that Alaska Natives are a diverse group of people with different thoughts and opinions and so one could undoubtedly find some who like Sarah Palin. But, notwithstanding her marital tie to a man who is one-quarter Yup'ik, as Governor, Palin took the position that Natives should have no hunting and fishing rights beyond those of all Alaskans. She has not changed this position.

She does not recognize the fundamental, basic, aboriginal right to survive upon their own ancestral lands in their own way, a right precedes by many thousands of years the forming of the State of Alaska, the foundation of the United States and the birth of Columbus - a right that is essential to the nutritional, spiritual and pyschological need to survive as the people they are.

When a politician takes such against the very foundation of a people's way of life and identity, it tends not to endear her among them.

As to the second question, when a people sees that the solid ice that has also sustained and built their culture melt earlier each year, retreat further, come back later, making their lives more difficult, and when they see new plants advancing from the south into their homeland, when fish that are indigenous to waters warmer than Arctic seas have traditionally been, then they pretty much know that the world is warming.

Although Gift of the Whale is now out of print, the museum has a decent stock in their bookstore and a number of people bought copies and had me sign them.

I signed this one for Marjan, the beautiful lady sitting beside me. Marjan was born in Tehran, Iran and moved to New York City as a child. When she grew up, she went off to Antartica to work and live for awhile. She has yet to make her first trip to Alaska, but she wants to and I am certain that she will.

That's Tony in front. 

Ben Simons took the picture with my camera. Regular readers know that it is my policy that if I put a picture in here taken by someone else, I must first put in on a computer or iPhone screen and then take a picture of that before I post it.

But I am way behind and want to get this post up and in ten or fifteen minutes I must leave here to go meet some folks, so I am violating my own rule and post this straight as Ben shot it.

I also signed a book for these kids and their mom. I had met them the day before at the Bean, a very excellent coffee shop that reminds me a little bit of Vagabond Blues in Palmer. I took some pictures of them in the coffee shop and will post them when I get a chance.

They greeted me as though I were a familiar uncle and not a strange man from Alaska who they had briefly met just the day before.

Everyone that I have met in Nantucket, whether by introduction or chance, whether they are aware of what brought me here or have no idea, has been very friendly.

I have to say, Nantucket, Massachusetts, is a friendly town.

I'm certain there must be a few mean people here, because there always is, but I have yet to meet one.

Here's Tony again. He and Ben took me to a nearby bar afterward. Tony is telling me about a baleen scrimshaw collection that he looks after for the museum. It is Yankee Whaler scrimshaw and he says it is excellent. Before I leave, Tony is going to take me on a tour of the whole Island and he is going to show me the collection.

Our beautiful waitress takes our order, including a heaping plate of nachos covered with beans, peppers, onions and lots and lots of jalepenos - just the kind of thing that I love, the kind of thing that has given me a horrendous reflux condition and I now face the choice to fight it off or indulge, suffer and even die early.

I did partake, but I did not indulge, as badly as I wanted to.

And here is Ben, who has coordinated the show and this entire experience for me. He wants me to come back and I want to come back. The best time for the museum is in the summer, when there are many people visiting Nantucket.

The worst time for me is in the summer, when I simply do not want to venture very far south of 60 degrees, north latitude.

Saturday
Mar272010

Boston to Nantucket: I share an airplane with sweet baby Junior

This is sweet baby Junior and, just like me, he is preparing to fly from Boston to Nantucket on a Cape Air Cessna. The breeze catches his mom's hair and hurls it skyward.

Shortly after I get in and buckle myself down, I see sweet baby Junior boarding with his mom.

I can't believe my good fortune! Sweet baby Junior sits down beside me! I see that I will have good, intelligent, company on this trip. I believe we will discuss Socrates, Shakespeare and Persimon Munk.

The pilot gives us the preflight briefing. Sweet baby Junior pays rapt attention. I can tell that he is worried that the pilot does not know what he is doing and might crash. 

"It is okay," I tell him. "I think this pilot knows what he's doing - and if he doesn't, I'm a pilot too, so I will just simply take over. And I've only crashed once, so you know you will be safe if I must fly the plane."

As you can see from his expression, this filled Sweet baby Junior with great relief.

Soon, we left Boston behind us.

Shortly after we flew out over the Atlantic, I turned to sweet baby Junior to start the discussion. "So," I queried, "what is your theory about whatever became of the vanished libraries of Persimon Munk?"

But sweet baby Junior did not answer. He had fallen into dreamland.

Perhaps he would find the answers there.

Soon we were over what is nick-named Fog Island, home of the old yankee whaling town of Nantucket. 

We come down on final, headed towards Runway 24. I wish that I were flying the damned plane instead of this guy. Not that I have anything against him and he did a good job, but I just always like it better when I am doing the flying. I haven't done the flying for too long, now.

Sweet baby Junior and his mom got out and headed for the Cape Air terminal building, but they had left a shoe behind.

I picked it up and hollered at them. They came back and got it.

I have not seen Sweet Baby Junior since.

Wouldn't it be fun if he showed up at my show?

I kind of doubt it, though.

But I hope he does.

Should you see this, Sweet Baby Junior, know that you have a special invitation.

Two PM, Saturday, March 27, at the Nantucket Whaling Museum.