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Wasilla is the place where I have lived for the past 29 years - sort of. The house in which my wife and I raised our family sits here, but I have made my rather odd career as a different sort of photojournalist by continually wandering off to other places to photograph people and gather information, which I have then put together in various publications that have served the Alaska Native Eskimo, Indian and Aleut communities.

Although I did not have a great of free time to devote to this rather strange community, named after a Tanaina Athabascan Indian chief who knew Wasilla in the way that I so impossibly long to, I have still documented it regularly over the past quarter-century plus. In the early days, my Wasilla photographs focused mostly upon my children and the events they participated in - baseball, football, figure skating, hockey, frog catching, fire cracker detonation, Fourth of July parade - that sort of thing. 

In 2002, I purchased my first digital camera and then, whenever I was home, I began to photograph Wasilla upon a daily basis, but not in a conventional way. These were grab shots - whatever caught my eye as I took my many long walks or drove through the town, shooting through the car window at people and scenes that appeared and disappeared before I could even focus and compose in the traditional photographic way.

Thus, the Wasilla portion of this blog will be devoted both to the images that I take as I wander about and those that I have taken in the past. Despite the odd, random, nature of the images, I believe they communicate something powerful about this town that I have never seen expressed anywhere else. 

Wasilla is a sprawling community that has been slapped down hodge-podge upon what was so recently wilderness of the most exquisite beauty. In its design, it is deliberately anti-zoned, anti-planned. In the building of Wasilla, the desire to make a buck has trumped aesthetics and all other considerations. This town, built in the midst of exquisite beauty, has largely become an unsightly, unattractive, mess of urban sprawl. Largely because of this, it often seems to me that Wasilla is a community with no sense of community, a town devoid of town soul.

Yet - Wasilla is my home and if I am lucky it will be until I grow old and die. Despite its horrific failings, it is still made of the stuff of any small city: people; moms and dads, grammas and grampas, teens, children, churches, bars, professionals, laborers, soldiers, missionaries, artists, athletes, geniuses, do-gooders, hoodlums, the wealthy, the homeless, the rational and logical, the slightly insane and the wholly insane - and, yes, as is now obvious to the whole world, politicians, too.

So perhaps, if one were to search hard enough, it might just be possible to find a sense of community here, and a town soul. So, using my skills as a photojournalist and a writer, I hope to do just that. If this place has a sense of community, I will find it. If there is a town soul to Wasilla, I will document it. I won't compete with the newspapers. Hell no! But as time and income allow, it will be fun to wander into the places where the folks described above gather, and then put what I find on this blog.

 

by 300...

Anywhere within a 300 mile radius of Wasilla. This encompasses perhaps the most wild, dramatic, gorgeous, beautiful section of land and sea to be found in any comparable space anywhere on Earth. I can never explore it all, but I will do the best that I can, and will here share what I find and experience with you.  

and then some...

Anywhere else in the world that I happen to get to, such as Point Lay, Alaska; Missoula, Montana; Serenki, Chukotka, Russia; or Bangalore, India. Perhaps even Lagos, Nigeria. I have both a desire and scheme to get me there. It is a long shot. We shall see if I succeed.

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Friday
Dec042009

I answer a knock upon the door to find two Mormon missionaries standing there, looking back at me; Kalib and Caleb; Breakfast at Family; Talkeetna alpenglow

I was in the bedroom, trying unsuccessfully to log onto an Apple help forum on my laptop, when I barely heard a knock upon the front door. Everyone else was gone, so I went to the door to find these two, Elder Smith of Nevada and Elder Wadsworth of Utah, standing there, looking back at me.

I was not interested in getting into any kind of religious discussion, but, having stood in their shoes, I have a great deal of empathy for these guys, who I know for a fact are really just young men, who want all the things that all young men want, like freedom and female companionship, but they can't have these things for awhile.

I also thought they might like to meet the cats. I invited them in. They posed with Royce.

Muzzy wanted to get into the picture.

He headed toward the missionaries, but this did not please them. In fact, it scared them. They did not think Muzzy was vicious. They thought he would mess their suits up. So I sent Muzzy to the garage.

Elder Smith, Martigny, Royce, Elder Wadsworth. 

Kalib and Caleb on the computer, where the missionaries sat not so long before.

I got up very late today. Very, very, late. It was necessary, though, because I had gotten up very early yesterday and had then worked until very late, not going to bed until about the time that many of the early risers among you were already yawning, stretching as you prepared to leap right out of bed.

How do you do that? How do you leap out of bed in the morning?

Margie had already eaten her oatmeal and so had Kalib, so I went to Family Restaurant by myself.

There was a man there who still reads the newspaper. Sometimes I do, too, but mostly I read it online. By the time the paper version reaches our house, I have usually already read everything in it that I am interested in.

I am part of the reason that newspapers are dying.

And the slow death of the newspapers makes my profession all that much more difficult. But new avenues are opening up. It's just a matter of figuring out how to go down them.

My waitress, who generally knows what I want before I order it. She is very good about not bringing my toast until I have eaten the rest of my breakfast.

As I paid my bill, this guy came walking by, aided by a walker. In my head, I saw how to make a good portrait of him and I decided to ask, but you see that little paper the lady at the cash register is taking hold of? That is the credit card statement that I have to sign.

I did not think the man would move that fast and I figured he was probably going to get in line behind me, anyway, so I sat my camera down, wrote in an extra two dollars for the tip, and signed the bill.

When I turned around, he was gone.

I wonder how he did that? I'm sure no one went out the door. I would have heard it.

I will see him again sometime, but he might not be wearing the "these colors don't run" shirt.

I was busy working away at 3:30 PM, absorbed in what I was doing, when I realized that I had not yet taken my walk. If if I didn't take it soon, it would be dark. So I took it. The sun had gone down, but alpenglow lingered upon the Talkeetnas.

A few days ago, one of my readers left a comment that said my blog makes her glad she doesn't live in Alaska.

I love living in Alaska! If I had to live anywhere else, I would damn near die.

The only thing that bothers me is that ever since I fell and got hurt 17 months ago, it has been one damn thing after another that has kept me from getting out and enjoying the country - except for a few work outings last summer on the Arctic Slope.

But I will get on top of things and I will take you out there and then you will see why I would not want to live anywhere else.

Except for Hawaii, maybe - but just for short periods at a time.

A school bus shoots down Seldon, the glow of the set sun behind it. Now the Talkeetnas are behind me. 

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Reader Comments (11)

These colors don't run. Oh. Man. I laughed out loud.

Also gotta say, I never thought of inviting the Mormons in to pose for pictures with my pet. What do you do? Just jovially say, 'Come in, boys! Meet my cats!' and then they come in, perch on your sofa, and discover you don't want to talk about religion, and neither do your cats...and then they have to figure out how to politely take your leave. We have the Jehovah's Witness here. I don't invite them in to meet the dog. I simply say, "I believe differently, and am content in my own faith. Thanks, though, and you have a good day. Oh, no, thanks, I don't need a WatchTower.' I guess this is why I will never reach your stature as a blogger.

And where did Caleb's mustache go? He's not a fan of six shooters and big hats? Probably because the horses are not trustworthy in Alaska.

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered Commenterdebby

Just out of curiosity.. What do Kalib and Caleb work on, on the laptop?

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterAsh

Bill, while I havent lived here as long as you, I too cant imagine living anywhere else. I've lived across the US and NOTHING compares to Alaska. I wish I had been able to move here years ago. Alaska is home. I love it. Of course, people saying they would never want to live here is a good thing also, keeps the population down! Fewer folks up here is just fine with me! Love the Alpenglow pictures.

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterLisaJ

The pictures of the cats and the missionaries are charming. You have a kind heart.

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterCGinWI

"How do you do that? How do you leap out of bed in the morning?"

Long ago, in my working days, I hated alarm clocks. Their noise always sent the adrenaline rushing and I would jump out of bed, mad as all get-out that I had to "get out" of bed. So I taught myself to awaken at a given time. I would lie in bed, imagine a clock with the present time and then imagine the clock at my "get up" time. I became very good at awakening at the exact time and in a good mood. I could get up and go to work in a good mood. No angry adrenaline punch in the gut, so to speak. I could do it noon hours, too. Come home, eat a sandwich, lie down and take a 20-minute nap and to awaken at the precise minute I wished to awaken. There is a trick, however. You MUST get up the moment you awake or you will go back to sleep and OVERSLEEP! No second chances! If you allow yourself to go back to sleep, you lose the ability to time your wakeup.

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterWhiteStone

I think you, and your photos, and this blog just proves the point that Alaska is so much more than just cold. So many people ask how can we live in such a "cold" place. The weather can be cold, but Alaskans are not. This land requires engagement, no one gets to ride. We must work to be here, and it teaches every day. Thank you for daily lessons, Bill.

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterSylvia

I always love your Alaskan portraits. I'm not sure I'm tough enough to live in that awesome land, but I love its beauty. Thanks for sharing!

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterManxMamma

Alaska is obviously a latitude of "sink or swim".......I've lived on latitudes from 0 to 38, haven't made it that far north but it takes a confident character to appreciate the beauty of the extremes......shall we say latitude with attitude?

December 5, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterMGSoCal

I love the alpenglow. I think it's gorgeous. I'd live there if it didn't snow so much. Brrrr. I'm a big ol' sissy. But I get my Alaska fix from you!! Lovin every minute of it!

December 5, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterMikey

Debby - Actually, they wanted to baptize the cats. The cats would have been okay with it, but Mormons believe in total immersion. These cats will not be immersed.

Ash - Hmmm.... cartoons, I think.

LisaJ - Thank you and I agree.

CGinwi - I should have fed them something.

Whitestone - I have been cursed with a natural ability to ALWAYS wake up before an alarm goes off, so I never set one. If I set an alarm, it will keep me awake all night. Next time I have to get up a specific time, I will try to remember and try this and see what happens.

Sylvia - Thank you, again. Say hi to your mom.

MGSoCal - Wow! You lived on the equator! Where your shadow hides beneath your shoes!

Mikey - Good. We will be in Arizona before too long.

ManxMamma - I think you would do okay.

December 6, 2009 | Registered CommenterWasilla, Alaska, by 300

Never say "never!" As much as I hate cold -- and getting up in the dark -- I find myself looking at those pictures and thinking, "Well, maybe..."

Alaska is one of the places under consideration by my daughter and her fiance, and since the long-range plan is for me to live in a cottage behind their house someday, it could happen yet. I see lots of time to read, bake, converse with my dogs -- and a chance to see the Northern Lights. I'll just need to stock up on full-spectrum light bulbs, I guess -- and timers for the lamps in winter. :-)

December 7, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterCynthiaC54

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